Feelings Unknown « Thread Started on Jul 12, 2007, 4:29am »
I have been able to feel an invisible force, since I was a small child Going to different places, feelings things that were hard to explain People just brushing it off, as the wild imagination of a precocious child That was the easiest answer, and making sure I was to blame.
Is this unexplainable thing, well I'll get use to the face it for the rest of my life Not knowing how to answer the question is it friend, or is it foe? I guess I should accept this thing, use it for good, and not strife? At times though, I wonder if my sanity of I may just let go?
As a child, people would just look at me and smile But now that I am an adult, some people, well when it comes to me, they doubt Them thinking that if you give me an inch, I will take a mile But then those people have no idea what I'm about.
Whatever this thing is, I didn't ask for it, in any kind of shape or form But, since I was a child these awful things have plagued me But everything from my life seems, it has never been of the norm So I guess, this is the way, things were meant to be.
I can feel a person too, feeling the good or evil that dwells within one's soul If my mind tells me something I don't want to hear, if I totally ignore it In the end, I should have listened, it's like someone tells me, I told you so Me knowing, I was warned, but I was too stubborn to listen to it.
The older I become, it is easier to except these feelings, I've had since child hood Being defiant toward them, like a teenager that defies society But in the end, if I had listened to them, a lot of my life, instead of a bad situation, if I had listened, a lot of things would have been good This sixth sense at times I so hate, I guess will be part of me until the very day I die,